The word’s of Frank Duval’s song is keeping on repeating in my mind at the moment.
Today I have been back at home for a week since the operation. I have left the house only once- to go to my doctor to get the dressings changed.
And I am slowly going out of my mind. I love to be outdoors. I love to be on a Bike. Or to go to a coffee shop with friends.
Is is normal to feel depressed and trapped a week after an operation? Or is it just my personality shining through?
Anyway, I dont want to sound like my friend Ben from Bitter Blog…
I am spending the quiet time reflecting, evaluating, planning…
I have read some amazing books. Somehow I really liked Isabel Allende’s Daughter of Fortune. I am also into my 3rd Odd Thomas book, by Dean Koonttz, although it is a genre I don’t normally read.
I listen to Bob Dylan on my hifi, and a lot of my other, what my kids would call Old Music, I must confess, sweet gospel music doesn’t do it for me at the moment, some good Classic Rock really helps a lot. All the music we were warned against as teenagers in the 80’s…
I have seen some good movies- like the new 300, and Transcendence, and the worst one ever- Hercules Reborn…
And now I still have to get all my financial things in order for the yearly tax return, looking forward to that like a colonoscopy….
So, while feeling trapped, today I wish I could just hop on an airplane and fly away…
I hope your day is much better. Biker friends, go for a Ride, life is just too short not to…